darkalleycat

Tears streaming Lonliness coiled tightly around my heart Pain writhing like a snake in my stomache Agony and Fear So alone Wanting his warmth His arms tightly encircled around me His whispered promises of love But all i am left with Is silent lonliness Ripping me to shreds Hours dragging by I need him But he isn't there Isn't there when i want and need him the most So alone without him So cold without him So lost without him Please God, let him save me I am begging I need his laughter I need him telling me he will come To chase the agonizing lonliness away Crying bitter tears So alone and afraid without him Please let

Many things are fragile None as fragile As my glass heart Needs to be handled with care Because it is easily broken And difficult to mend Hold it like life is balanced upon it Never drop it Never break it

Pounding heart A desperate fear Weak and Powerless Without him I am half of a whole Without him, I am lost Dripping sweat Begging for him to be here Crying alone in the dark Losing my sanity Clinging to hope I am half He makes me whole

Piercing cold seeping in my skin Pale white hand, with dark blue nails almost like a polish Lips cracked and bleeding red, flowing over pale purple lips. Pure agony in every limb Feeling tired, can't go on End it now and leave me to die

Darkness falls Evicting the sun from the sky Cold seeps into failing limbs Her breathing slow and painful Slashed wrists too heavy to raise Voice trapped in her throat A scream echoing in her dying mind Blood staining her porcelin skin Feeling leaving her Pale moon rising Her eyes see only a glimpse Before falling into blackness Glassy eyes see no longer Cold settling Never to feel warm Never to feel anything

Warm blood rushing Flowing into a greedy mouth White canines stained with red The victim losing strength With every ebb of her blood Her soul is stolen from her Taken by a thief Who does not care who she is Only cares about the warm blood Spilling from her neck

Kissing Heavy and passionate Dragging nails hard along skin Kissing mouth, neck Sinking fangs into flesh Sipping her nectar Making her his Binding them together for eternity An unbreakable chain She belongs to him now His always willing mistress

Frozen angel Showing skin Revealing the scars Unseen within Wings with a frozen glaze Bite your skin to relive the haze Awaken from your soul Allow to the world the truth be known Young maiden Sins so deep Young virgin A woman beneath The scars remain inside While the mask hides the lies Regrets form and truth is never seen Wonderful things we are, we "human" beings Young frozen soul Come, take to the hearth The heart of my home, I shall guide you Your fallen angel Here at last I shall never leave your side I will suffer with you Young frozen soul I daydream about you And the envisioning Of spring upon the world It

Speaking words cold and uncaring Sharp edged words like a dagger in my heart You dismiss the death and pain of your own children And laughingly send them to hell. They just want attention you scream (as another scream announces the pain of a loved one) They just want 'things' you charge (as the paramedics charge past you) You shake your head in disgust At the shallow, self-serving nature of this 'culture' As the wail of sirens announces the ambulance has arrived. As your child's body rolls past you, surrounded by useless paramedics, to an even more useless ambulance, You scream out all the misinformed bullshit you can think of…

Black and blue of the ocean the coldness of the deep the blazing sun can't touch the cold the cold of one's lonely heart the deeper you swim the colder it gets Breath in the cold breath in the dark alone, and cold so dark and alone. Take a deep breath and hold it Hold your breath to the wonders Hold it from the cold depths Float to the surface Float and be warmed by the sun

As the blood falls into the earth from this sparkling diamond, Many are stunned, as for I, my conscience has been summoned, It must be diluted, this poisonous ink, Into the paper, so pure, these venomous words - they sink, No one shall read these literary lies, For even in the act of condemnation, will I burn this obscenity, unerased by time, This disease I have seen a time or 2, So when it seems as though you've been confused by truth, A pilot lost in the sky, contemplating your instrument's real use, Trust be true, it is I you should choose, So abandon your mind, hold close your instrumental guide And with faith, hope,